I read this in one sitting and I have to say that it's been a long time since I bawled my eyes out for a story, maybe ever since I finished reading noblesse in 2019. I was crying the last episode over Lewis's death, and even more over what came after. But I've cried most over this letter. I feel like I was subconsciously waiting for adolph and Lewis to be together in the end and tbh If he didn't hit him it wouldn't be that bad... I really feel bad for adolph since he waited for him for nearly a year while he was alive and like the doctor didn't even tell Lewis everything. I feel like they should've met before he died and that the two guys alive should move on lol