Comment by Juri on Monday'saviour - Chapter 21

first I wasnt sure 
but now I definitely am going to finish thus one 
praise the sadistic opportunities this one might hold for I grow bored in the absence of the shock factors that this one definitely does contain
I want me a man willing to torture me in the literal physical sense and the psychological not that they dont go together when one is true so tends to be the other 
oooooh yes the lunacy the spiralling sanity escaping its own definition to find comfort in a horror to some but in truth as many other experiences in this life a definitive blessinggg
hwhaahahahaha 

I should be admitted

also to anyone reading this Should I finish school or continue with the "drop-out" path and travel the world without rhyme or reason until I die
Im like eighteen in less then a month now and mentally ruimed by trauma so I dont even think finishing schools an option ...
I'll continue the path of ~eventualHomelessness 
just like when I was younger 
the most comfortable nights were the ones where survival 
was uncertain in cold winter nights under a bridge not even with shoes with cardboard as my matress and a t-shirt as my pillow yesssss

masochism isnt just a kink it's a lifestyle!
sometimes enforced upon you to cope with a somewhat taxing life but
definitely a worthy trait to hold in a world that pays for mine and your suffering !
*maniacal laughter*