Grieving You - Chapter 16

ahhh the best unknown confession LOL HAHA

This portrays greif so well. 
I wanted someone to talk aboy how feelings don't just disappear after someone is no longer here. 
I've attended funerals. Or just passed by them occasionally, i secretly cried at those ppl i didn't even know, wondered where they are, and how they're doing. 
I wondered if we had crossed paths before, and i wished we would've, i wished that i got to meet those people, and got to know their story before they were gone. 
And it ever hurt sm more when i knew the person in the funeral, even if i've never experienced a close person's death before, i experienced classmates death in primary school, or middle school, old neighbors or just strangers and it upset so much to hear they are gone. 
I wondered if anybody would feel anything similar to this when i'm gone, i hoped someone would. 
So then again, gyeol is what any human could wish for after their death, someone who remembers their existence, even if it hurts them. 
And that's selfish on our part as humans, to want to be desired and rememberd after death, even if it hurts that person.

YEAH It has quite literally everything to do with you, but nahhh look at your face bud, you also like him