Tit For Tat

5) Yuan yang kept all his promises. He promise he will became qing pei driver, he did. He promise he will cook for him, he did. He promise to be successful, he did and it even without qing pei help at all. He promise to protect qing pei, he did. And the proposal. The best proposal ever. He really prove that he did everything for Qing Pei. He knows what Qing Pei want, which is security. Yuan Yang gave all his property to qing pei, write his will and give to qing pei.  How can Qing Pei (and me) not forgive Yuan Yang.
Yuan yang really dont want anything except Qing Pei. Qing Pei didn't even give him emotional support. He really just want Qing Pei existence itself.

6) And their age really help A LOT! It is acceptable for me to accept these kind of immature seme because he's really young and a lot younger than seme. Their age gap makes the immature side of seme forgivable because usually in other manhua we can see seme who is a lot older than uke act so immature than the uke which make me no sense to me at all. I love how Yuan Yang act as his age and sometimes he even act mature and protect his uke even though he's powerless make me think he knows he got responsibility as a seme. 

7) Deep down I feel like Yuan Yang insecure because of his age and his powerlessness. But he didn't want his uke to go to his level or below. He upgrade himself to be on spar with his uke and keep improving. That's what Yuan Yang love is. He didn't downgraded his uke, he upgraded himself.

I've read the novel. I have to say, this is the only toxic relationship that I can forgive and even like. 10/10! What I write below is based on novel, so, 

Spoiler:
1) I like that Yuan yang and Gu Qing Pei isn't lover at first and even hate each other so much. These make the story don't have betrayal moments between lover. The hatred is the cause of what he did and not causes by love. 

2) We can see how Yuan Yang character develop when he fall in love with qing pei, he did everything that qing pei want, cook for him, clean for him, and Yuan Yang even do his job seriously to win him over. He even try to improve his bed technique when Qing Pei complaint. The spoil brat change for and bcs of Gu Qing Pei. And this is not bcs of guilt, it sincerely bcs he love him.

3)Qing Pei had control over Yuan Yang and had Yuan Yang wrapped around his arm, not like other uke character. He can stand on his own, intelligent and calculative. He take chances in everything that he can. Even if he can't win over Yuan Yang lu**, he manage to gain something. He make deal not just admit defeat.

4) The 2 years apart from each other really help in these. Bcs usually in other manga/manhwa/manhua, the seme really didn't let the uke to breathe at all. The uke didn't manage to escape from seme and they get back together. But these manhua is different. Yuan yang cannot touch Qing Pei at all for the 2 years and qing pei manage to calm his mind and think carefully about his feeling. Whether he like Yuan Yang or not.

Need more.. i can't find spoiler anywhere..

Spoiler continuation:-
The only things that I didn't like is the act of ra** (of course) and the girl that Yuan Yang tied to. But even then, Yuan Yang had no choice to do it, bcs that the only choice he has and he explain everything to the girl that he did it for qing pei, there is not even a touch between them, and Yuan Yang didn't treat the girl as his lover nor his wife except when he want to get Qing Pei jealous. But that also he give up easily, bcs Qing Pei didn't show that he jealous😂 Also that girl get what she want and didn't being used and blamed like other third character in other manga/manhua/manhwa