Alexx
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nice to kno...So it might not be corn. I just went down the list of things I read in the past. I didn't read again to see if it was smutty or not. And well, being lustful can send you to he**. I am a straight woman. Before I was saved I was bi. I'm not homophobic because I don't hate gay people. I've been in your shoes. So I can't hate you, and I honestly don't want to. And I was preaching the gospel because I wanted to talk to the folks who had a corn addiction. Jesus helped me and multiple people break free from the addiction, so I js came back for the people who did want to get out. And yes I was weird. I was very broken and hyper sexual because of my childhood (people did stuff to me when I was younger). So reading sm** was "my way out" at the time.
Not really. Maybe? But the whole genre is just filled with sm**, so if I'm reading the book and it gives me dopamine I'll naturally keep coming back for more. Even if Ik it wasn't healthy I started reading bc my friend at the time recommended me a book on here. It exposed me to things and bc I was 12/13/14 I got addicted. I mean anyone at any age could get addicted, but bc of how young I was it just messed with my development a lot. Changed the way I behaved and made me more hyper sexual.