9 days since my mom passed away, it all feels like a dream,family have been dropping by almost everyday remembering her and all the good times we had with her, we been gambling nonstop at my house in my mom's honour cause my mom was a big gambler lol, I lost a sh** ton of money maybe I didn't inherit her luck but it was fun, I know shed be happy to see us do that it's family tradition to gamble at funerals and my mom loved that

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3 days ago

@nowifeorgf hmmm idk, we did have a complicated relationship but I realised I was wrong about my mom, took her to go away from me To realised that such a foolish son I am,she forgave me and I forgave her but it was a lil too late all those years I spent hating her ignoring her maybe if I tried to talk to her things could have turned out differently, and it took me so long to realised that I took her for granted she was the kindest person ever selfless ahahha and I made it sound like she was a villianess,she did have a alcohol problem and that's pretty much all the fault she had in her welp yeah

Yk I decided to forget all the bad things and just keep the good memories in my heart, it is what it is right now we can't go back but where ever she is right now I hope she's at peace and happy , I used to tell people I wanted a different mom past me was so stupid she my mom was always the right mom for me

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10 days ago

I just wanna thank all of you for being positive and supportive during the hard time I was going through I really appreciate all of it and all of you, My mom passed away today in the ICU, me and my lil sister got to be with her in her last moments atleast when they took her off the ventilator atleast my lil sister got some closure, so it's just me my sister dad and grandma from now on, it sucks ba*** but we'll she's in a better place rn away from all the suffering I'm gonna miss her bad

And again i thank all of you for letting me vent my frustrations and sorrow it really helped I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart

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DIO

11 days ago

@DIO don't say that, don't ever take family for granted man, you're lucky to have parents and siblings who are healthy gotta appreciate the small things,please cherish them

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11 days ago

We're out of time, her doctors say they can't do anything anymore so We're bringing her home,I saw her crying in the ICU alone we wernt allowed to go in I just watched her from outside it was horrible seeing her like that lonely, she might pass in the next few days,we lost this fight man all I can do now is ask G** or what ever diety is out there to help give her strength do what they may I don't wanna lose my mom

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12 days ago

They moved my mom to the ICU today, doctors say her condition is very crital now, and they gotta put her up for dialysis now her kidneys are giving up too man I'm so scared, I'm just not feeling human anymore

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12 days ago

Man, my mom's condition has gotten worse she had to be hospitalized again doctors say she barely hanging on and she might go anytime, me and my dad had a long talk about what we're gonna do, it was either take her back home where she could be with everyone in her last few moments or get her admitted to the ICU where it's gonna be lonely man we ended up admitting her anyways, the region I live in doesn't do liver transplants and she's not I the condition where she could do long travels man ahhhh fu** I just feel so grey idk what think or do anymore

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Stfu

13 days ago

@Stfu into the corn field we'd run,
We'd lay on the hay,

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summi

13 days ago

@summi well she has endstage liver disease and it's getting really bad, ummm yeah kinda impossible for her to fly so we might have to go by train which would be very exhausting for her, yeah

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ANNONYMOUS

13 days ago

@ANNONYMOUS you too thank you yall so kind

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love aot

13 days ago

@love aot yeah thanks man really needed the positivity today

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13 days ago

@Kisaa well good luck again trollface sticker

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14 days ago

Man my mom's condition is getting worse with each passing day, she's super weak and can barely eat, I fear she might not make it to her transplant, ahhhh sh** Man it's like she's barely here she's losing what makes her her,I can't even look at her without tearing up, a part of me has accepted that were gonna lose her, Man I don't wanna lose her I want us to go out for dinner, shopping I want her to shout at me Man ahhhh this is just too sad

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Fluffy\(* ^ *)/

14 days ago

@Fluffy\(* ^ *)/ I'm just waiting for PP405 to hit the markets

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Armageddon

14 days ago

@Armageddon idk maybe it's just cause of the ad blocks idk

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