(aka does not see and does not take into account the emotions of others, is limited in his worldview, hangs his expectations on other people, makes himself a victim/the center of attention in situations that may not concern him at all or where he is also to blame)
Bruh I'm so disappointed. All their kisses and s** scenes are just disgusting now. Tf Ien how little did you value those people? I'm not even sure what's more repulsive to me: the complete lack of dignity or such disrespect for people who were ready to fight for theirs.
And I don't like how the author returns the role of the victim to Ien, showing how he suffers from an internal conflict. He should suffer from it, but don't make it look like he doesn't deserve it. It won't make me feel sorry for him while he continues to enjoy this man's embrace.
Da** the story is really good if I want to finish it despite the fact that I feel contempt for the main character now. And yes, I understand his psychology and injuries, but this does not cancel the fact that Yen has become as unpleasant as possible for me.