Wow just wow

Someone tell me which one is the one he slept with and which one is the one he is getting forced to suck because it's looking confusing because I think it's the boy in the white he was sleeping with and the boy in the blue he wasn't sleeping with or are they the same person but the boy in the white thinking back to what

Well nice being here but I am going to not come back for a while for these last few episodes so it just got bad and turned a whole green flag person into a big red flag and a person who allows someone to ra** another person like why? Can we please have at least one bl manga that doesn't have ra** in it and doesn't normalize it like every single manga even
cherry blossom after winter 
and that was a shocker can someone name one manga that doesn't have ra** in it or doesn't normalize it probably bj Alex but I seriously need to know one that doesn't have ra** in it or sa or normalize it as a victim of that abuse and sexual assault it urges my nerves how people always put it in manga it's like it has to be in there but it doesn't it's not that hard to not normalize it and make a good manga without it but you know it ain't my manga to be saying sh** about this I mean I write stories not make them I mean this manga been doing it for years but it's gone to far and over board

@Nebe  no I meant like I lost interest because I waited for so long and never got to see an update that is what my rate is based on how I lost interest in the book and how I would rate it yeah I know that it takes a long time to finish a manga but I lost interest I would give it a 3 because I really don't like this manga personally