@Bored-chan girl it doesnt work that way.... besides, where will she even take them? she's trying to run away, THEY will still get caught and hurt. thats their fate if she pulls smth like this.

@Bored-chan im not defending her actions, but i can explain them in a way. she does not know of the other way, its normal in high society to have a lover or two. she has been brought up and conditioned to accept that. besides everytime she tries to do something to break out of her fate, someone close to her gets hurt.
i can understand her feelings, she's still figuring out why, she is too afraid to move past it because she doesnt know how to

@Dyan  

a very ugly woman