@FREETIME low tide in twilight

@Ded Fish 2009 the fact that xinlu only bottomed for ilay will stay with me for life

@Starryyy  
thats soo true i genuely wish that josh tells chase himself because i don't want them to have a pettey fight like that 

also off topic i can't wait for desire me if you can to get its manhwa adaptation

@Dontreatmupizza  
i stopped reading this after the cringy love conffesion and i skipped to this chapter thinking it got better but i think it got worse. 

like what do we me he is still pregnent (with no baby bump) and there are still fam problems. like what havee they done in the past 20 chpts

@Lonely Otaku  
oky so i am all cought up now and i genuinly don't know how i fill about him at the moment 
like i felt so bad for him but i hink threatening the mc into whatever relationship they have know was too much, like i understand that he was jelouse and hurt that the mc spent a night with another alpha. but i think they way he is treamig the mc now is almost like he no longer cares how the mc feels (sothing he used to care abt) and its almost as if he is just using the mc for his desiares.

as for the mc  i find him funny and frastating. Like he is the  person who proposed to the ML when they whr young like i understand that the roles where revased then, but the ml even cried when he heard he was an alpha bc he wouldn't be able to be with the mc. But when the mc found out (i understand that no one wants to be an omega but still ..) he list broke of even their friendship just bc he was no longer the alpha in the relationship, like he had no resone to brake of that bond like that and he didn't even care wht the ML felt about it 

the only characture i can say i love with all my heart is that beta from the judo club who lise the big guy (i think he is an alpha)

@Lonely Otaku  
omgg so i finally read you are my word bro i thought is was just a funny friends to lovers thing but i feel soo bad for the alpha 

currently on ep 8

@Lonely Otaku tell me it you start reading any of them

@Lonely Otaku  
thanks it would help heal some of my soul. i think that was the resorn i dropped it last time cause i was looking for some to destroy me then i saw that so it didn't realy click at the time but i think i will be able to get into it now 

i lit live for baby bumps like there is just some about them that is soo nice and expetialy if they get morning sickness and craving lick i love seeing men while they are preg

@Lonely Otaku  
omggg i actualy love guiding illusion i was catuch up for ep 4 [i think] i haven't read dawninglight but its in my list. aand i wil read it at some point.

as for recs 
- mismatch guide - fairly new with 15 eps out 
- Guiding Hazard - i was in lovee with this one at first but i am no longer catch up [ idk why as well ]
- Tesoro of the Guide - s1 ended and s2 hasn't started so am just waiting
- turning - am just gonna put it in here cause i thing its goes here "haven't read it yet and prob will if i don't find my next obssetion"

@Lonely Otaku  
realy i thought you loved it as you recomended it ig u changed your mind after the 2nd ep well do you have some recomendations that are currently less than 2 eps so i can catch up fast for one of yours fav taboo relationships.

as for wet sand i have not read it, i have heard abt it but idk whr?

as for me currently i wasn't reading any phycological ones, i was mainly reeading sweet ones (e.g. pian pian , merry marbling, ) like i wanted to be healed thats when i found merry marbling.
like i never thought i would like SHOUNEN AI that much cause i do like gud shmex panels but its was soo filling. idk how i foung it but loved it. 
i finished reading that on on friday then started pain pian and finished that one today and omgg i think the charractures frustrated me to much but my biggest complent is not giving thee side couple enough screen time. then we don't even wanna go into the 2nd hand embarrasments. 

but  i am now hunting for my next binge, i will prob try to find an omegavers cause its been a whle scence i have seen cute babies that we know how they where made   if you have any good ones with a cute baby plz share

@Lonely Otaku  
for me it is on my fyp on tik tok cause there was a time i was trying to find a good guideverse. i think it was the first time time to read a guide verse

@Lonely Otaku  
omg did you hear that *kiss me lier* s2 is coming on the 30th thhis month

@Lonely Otaku  
i mean thats nice to know

was kinda scared that u wouldn't wanna talk to me anymore thangs for being a real one. 

so what have you been reading these days. 

then i just read *Lessons for bad fathers* and it didn't desapoint. list love the art and can't waiyt for the next ep. 
then i will see if i get the read the other ones.

hoo yah and i read *passion RAGA* which is the one about the twink and omg   cause i have never had anything iu loved and hated as much it this