How is jooin the problem?? Like genuinely explain your thinking- I mean, yes, he is getting the answers he wanted from the beginning but it's SO LATE, that's on yahwi- I get his problems but as jooin stated, that's not on him the things jooon knew, I mean he wasn't aware of yahwi's issues and trauma until NOW. Knowing why Yahwi is the way he is doesn't change the multitude of things Jooins been feeling since their relationship started, the hurt, questioning if he was liked at all, it's completely valid. - And with Jooins feelings on Yahwi fading away and his feelings for Cain growing, it's still not jooins 'fault'. Like, he has every reason to not want to be with Yahwi, and while he definitely moved fast with Cain to help himself move on from Yahwi, that doesn't change the fact there IS feelings there. I don't think Cain is the final ML, if there is one, honestly I wouldn't be surprised if the story ended with them all realizing they're too toxic for each other- but I forgot again, it's too late and I've been reading for too long
"When did it all go wrong" FROM THE BEGINNING- MY G** I HATE LOVE YOU SO MUCH, COMMUNICATION. COMMUNICATE BOY. SPEAK YOUR WORDS I KNOW IT'S HARD BUT YOUR NOT GONNA GET ANYWHERE OTHERWISE- AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHT BEING MAD AT HIM FOR NO LONGER LIKING YOU WHEN YOU. CAN'T. COMMUNICATE.
I don't know whether to laugh or cry; on one hand- wow names just Dissapeared from my mind, on one hand ML (black hair) IS in the wrong, he might have been heavily traumatized leading to his inability to communicate properly, but that doesn't change the fact the lack of communication led to pretty much all the problems. We don't know why jooin doesn't remember them as children, maybe they didn't know each other for long so them being so young made him forget (as sad as it is, them as kids clearly wasn't as impactful/memorable to jooin as it was ML) but anyways, I absolutely forgot what I was gonna say but don't feel the need to delete this so I'm just gonna start again. - ML needs to learn communication and consent and then I might switch to his side, as much as I love Cain there's clearly more of a spark between MC/ML so it's kinda hard to not want them together. (Cain needs his own love interest once the main plot is over so I can absorb it into my body) I wanted to complain more about ML but I can't explain it correctly so I'm giving up.
Nahhh BI***, You sleep with him when he is BEYOND drunk (Which is technically R@pe, you can't give consent while drunk), you expect him to remember even though HE WAS DRUNK, and then get mad at him for forgetting as if he didn't make it clear he was a lightweight, that he had dreams of you like that, and oh yeah, you literally skipped out right after and never had a conversation about what happened. If you had said ANYTHING, he would have realized that is wasn't a dream. And my G** the way you treat him?? You never do anything publicly, you literally let the rumors about him and you spread as if you speaking up wouldn't stop it all. Your out right cold; lacking any communication skills despite Jooins multiple attempts at talking things out- I mean you say "isnt this what you want?" When all you guys do is have s**, like NO, this isn't what he wants that's NOT how you show love. (I mean it is but not how ur doing it.) and I can't believe in your POV he started everything??? Half the time your fuc**** holding onto him while he's saying no, I mean COME ON YOU SUCK. Him blushing isn't him asking for s**. And the you have the AUDACITY to be surprised as to why he's hurt? Why he doesn't want to be with you even though it took him LEAVING for you to say you like him- which he asked you to say multiple times beforehand. AND you literally don't understand love. You say you "like" him, which you do, but you don't fully accept that fact and we can see it- HE can see it. You need therapy. Get help, realize how to be in a healthy relationship, and hope jooin hasn't come to his senses about Cain. (Bc rlly, how has he not fallen for him yet) I don't like the ml
Okay, it's obvious the brothers sexual love towards MC is due to his parents abuse and him low-ley losing it by convincing himself their not in anyway his parents, therefore his brother isn't really his brother and idk, when you only get love from one person you crave is in any and all ways which is probably how is turned sexual- but like, it's still so wrong in every way, the brother IS in the wrong if like, ever so slightly less than the parents (I say that due to the parents abuse leading up to it, in no way is incest or r*** justified)
I would prefer if this backstory part just didn't happen, as incest/r*** is way to normalized in BL's and rarely gets a good/justified ending- it rarely even makes sense as to why there's an attraction in the first place so at least I can kinda see why it's so bad in this story but, in the end, my point is
