I generally never felt this way for a bl...this is not a bl.I thought the Mc would be like this tough dude who will kill everyone and everything to get his way but after what happened with the 3 MOTHERFUCKINGDNSNSHFH PIGS and now with this red room...I generally feel so sad,I never felt a characters emotions so much even though this has never happened to me.I don't know how to explain it but I wish things will get better for the Mc.