the fact that i had a friend who told me he liked to take photos of dead animals, even sent me a photo of a completely destroyed cat and i was like "yeah you might be a psychopath" then just continued to talk with him normally cuz I was tryna understand him telling myself that it's not his fault he's being like this. I got attached to him afterwards, couldnt help it (not because of his lil hobby of dead bodies lol) but it wasnt love, still i felt attached to him in the end. I knew he couldnt have feelings for me cuz he was a psychopath probably feeling nothing, but i just ignored it and dig in it deeper. i was like "for sure I'm different, I'm one of the girls who could make him fall in love with me whatever" bi*** Months later he disappeared (I know the cause, personal problems) but still he disappeared without a care and completely forgot about me. I was left like that, cried a little in that day then the next day I had absolutely nothing. Thinking bout back then, now i dont even know what i saw in him. He wasnt even that great. I might have limerance
