@Thisisanalt
With all respect, I understand your concern, believe me.But this is a really good manhua, kind of freaky, but it's still good. Please give it another try. But remember, Tian (bottom, blonde hair) is much older than Tia (top, white hair). They're not screaming R__p. Their relationship is so mutual and healthy. If you read more, you will know their backstory, their first encounter, and their life. And of course it will be sexual, and you will understand why the Tia did that. Of course Tian will know it eventually.

I'M NOT SAYING IT SHOULD BE NORMALIZE! NO NEVER! NEVER NORMALIZE IT!

Also, is this your first time reading a BL? Of course it will be sexual and freaky. I know the genre doesn't, but most of the BL has a freaky scene, and I think they put shounen because it's about a boy and his life, like in the story. If you don't like sexually explicit BL, this is not for you two, because, like you said, it's full of freaky stuff, and there's a part of r__p, but not in Tian and Tia; it's the purple hair. Just skip that if you don't want to see that.

But if you're uncomfortable, like I said, I understand. If you're uncomfortable, it's okay. If you don't like it, it's okay. Just give it one more chance? It's really good and funny, actually. But if you don't like it, it's okay; everyone has their opinion, and it's all that matters.