@Letmedie so really think about it you don't have to ruen anything really health is precious your emotional stability including it's a bunch of permanent problems irreversible you can't make a rash descision with this so instead I hope you heal try moving on in a healthy way you know

@Letmedie just pls dont do drugs at all just sometimes wont work you will get addicted suppose you feel like this again in the future you might just wanna  keep taking it , then its just addiction . you can find someone again... and if you think you dint do anything you wanted to do till now, you can if you move out right? when your of that age its not that far