@ASDFGHJKL instead of calling yourself ugly, take some time to yourself to think about what you can improve, if it's weight--slowly ease your way into a diet and start exercising. If it's something about a specific part of your body, think about healthy ways you could look better (eg. Maybe makeup to enhance some facial features, corsets/waist trainers for a figure, or even just improving the clothes you wear/finding a style that suits you. Calling yourself ugly and whining isn't going to change anything--and I get it, we all have those kind of days but if you don't put in effort, then you're just going to be in this endless cycle of self-hatred for the rest of your life.
Now for the boyfriend part, maybe work on your personality and communication. You just said you treat the boys (who potentially like you) as siblings. There you go, that's your problem--you've already identified it yourself now it's up to you to change how you act towards them. Idk what to tell you here but also it's best not to rush into relationships either, idk how old you are but sometimes people meet the right person at a more mature age--rushing into relationships will only cause more problems and I feel like you also need to sort out your attitude, calling people "atrocious beings with boyfriends" is a weird and rude thing to say, not eveyone has the same "standards" or preferences!
But anyways good luck to you!
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