I don't the ml's into him. He's so uncomfortable with this and doesn't desire the mc. While I get he's loyal to some space hyung. He should mc for who he is now. Not memory.
I have big bo*** and a smaller frame. It looks dis proportionate. So I have to wear a minimizer bra and loose clothes. But these bras are very very expensive and I can barely afford them. I get shamed for having big bo*** from women in my family because they are too vulgar. But how am I supposed to change my body? I didn't even ask for this??? I try to hide the best I can. And it breaks my heart to see people call the fl vulgar as well for something she cannot control. Our bodies are alike and she's poor so she's can't afford fitting bras. Let's be kind to our fellow women.
Reading this motivates me study more and more because what if I end poor and abused like Na Haesoo. She works until her feet hurt and its still not enough to sustain her. I hope living wasn't such a humiliation ritual. I live middle class now but what I end up poor. What then??
I know right? I feel like he's never fully there. Like he's sweet and all but his desires and motivations are soo obscure. Moreover, he never reassures Lyle enough. Even now Lyle wonders if Ash wants him. Like there's a large fraction of his mind always whispering that Ash might just abandon him or might not find him good enough. Also, its always Lyle chasing Ash. Always. Lyle fell first AND hard. Ash is not desperate for Lyle, the way a lover should be. It feels like he's with him out of pity. And will up and leave when he finds something more interesting. He doesn't have enough depth as a character to pull of the nonchalant attitude as a ml.
Alex: Unpopular opinion, please don't freak out on me i feel that ash is always a little weird, I don
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i love that cindrella slide
