I fuc*** up I beated the sh** of someone in my office like that guy was fuc**** with me trying to punk me and I headbutted him and kod unconscious I'm done my job done.
loving some one so much that even though they left. you still wait for them for hours at the same spot you kissed first time because you think they also have lingering feeling but you just a dumb person.
@Book I was in a great relationship a nice college and a job in army and then suddenly working in a call center pay check to pay check because my a lost a eye to an accident and my father to multiple organ failure and my girlfriend also left me for my best friend my mother is also suffering from chronic heart condition so ya downhill is the right word choice
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@Smokey when did it ever climb upward towards the peak of hill ...
@Kaito she is dating somebody and he made her block me and so no calls but still always wait to see her before going to office so I can atleast work but thanks for talking
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@Smokey it's okay girl, sometimes you just need to get things off your chest. give her a ca...
Like I just want to hold those memories of love and happiness but I know they are gone but sometimes I still wonder what could I have done better but still when I see her with somebody else it hurts like she is happy and moved on in life and I'm just standing there where she left me in the winters alone and cold
I cannot move on from her it's been 3 years and still I haven't talked to a single woman It feels like she would call me but man I know I'm dumb but never met woman beautiful as her the little scar on her nose and those brown eyes fu**
@Smokey and how I'm not doing anything okay I'm always trying to be a bigger person and being funny person but sometimes life hits hard and makes me realize how everyone expect me is not doing okay ( not really trying to make any point just want someone to listen my rubbish)
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I think to much About how my life is not moving forward...
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