@Rawr BL is based in pederasty. It's all abusive. Do some research on the genre. It started in the 1970s when there were efforts to legalise adults and children...
The genre is created for adult women who enjoy men and teenage boys.

Or Novel hall

@Simp Yeah, you can read it on bestlightnovel.com as KUSURIYA NO HITORIGOTO

@Nope he was autistic and didn't like being touched but he had a childlike mind so he could deal with young girls who had the same mental age as him.

@Floyd the Cosmic Horror It's not historically accurate.

@0T1 might be lead like in the make up but then it's supposed to be a stone...

@BVTCH NAUR no he's actually the emperor's son. His mother was the 35 year old concubine who left. She switched her baby with her mother in law's baby, so the child she has that died wasn't hers.
The translation above is a mistranslation.
Oh and no, he's not a eunuch. He is taking drugs to suppress his s** drive but it can lead to infertility if he keeps taking it.

@Dih16 That's how they get you. Soon you'll need more extreme things and it will keep worsening from there. Like any addiction.

@ThiccBoi18 It makes no sense because he was apparently attracted to the friend when he had a very sexually dimorphic female body. Right? There was no ambiguity, the body was definitely female. Then the medicine wares out and he is very clearly male. The dude says that "gender has nothing to do with it" actually gender is feminine and masculine. It's stereotyped behavioural traits based on biology. 
So the dude went from desiring a woman's body and now he wants a man? So you think the front and back are the same? One can stretch and tighten naturally, cleans itself and self lubricates. The other produces doo-doo and gets easily torn up and infected. 
There's a big difference. 
It's nonsense.

@Yww I think Eleceed is a good cultivation style manwha/webcomic. If you like that genre, but it's not as brutal as this. Like this one is designed to appeal more to a male audience but Eleceed has a kind if unisex feel to it.