when i found out that i was 3months pregnant i mean i didnt even know that i was cuz i was also getting my periods like normally but when i started feeling nauseating and everything then i bought a pregnancy kit and checked like 5 time then i called him and we had been broken up like a month ago and told him everything i was sure if something like this happen at least he is gonna support me cuz he told me like thousand times that i care for you so much.. but he didn't even call me back nor he replied my text and above over the top he had gf and after i know that he is not even gonna take the responsibility and i was hoping for love and care non the less.. and i just had to go to the hospital alone.. my doc. also told me what about the father of baby why he is not with you and at that moment i couldn't hold my tears and doc. also stopped asking anything and we proceed to the check up and the reports were bad as i expected
but tbh i was not able to carry the baby cuz i was already suffering of my constant weight loss and baby was not also growing soundly.. doc did told me that you have to face the miscarriage cuz its harmful for both of you but i was not ready for that too
trust me not having proper physical condition is the worst i was already stressed about everything and almost 2weeks later i had miscarriage and it was even worst i can't even explain how much hard it was.. only one thing came to my mind this time was he said too me i care for you if you had anything just tell me and i told him and what i received not a little bit of affection.. i trusted him so much like so much but it was all in vain haa there is so much to vent out but i have no one to talk no one to share with just relieving my little bit stress out here and there:)
but tbh i was not able to carry the baby cuz i was already suffering of my constant weight loss and baby was not also growing soundly.. doc did told me that you have to face the miscarriage cuz its harmful for both of you but i was not ready for that too
trust me not having proper physical condition is the worst i was already stressed about everything and almost 2weeks later i had miscarriage and it was even worst i can't even explain how much hard it was.. only one thing came to my mind this time was he said too me i care for you if you had anything just tell me and i told him and what i received not a little bit of affection.. i trusted him so much like so much but it was all in vain haa there is so much to vent out but i have no one to talk no one to share with just relieving my little bit stress out here and there:)
