Why do I feel like some day that girl would die

Honestly I would not choose to read on illegal sites and I know that I am reading in an illegal sites. 😔But I also wants to read on legal all but there are two  problems😒. 1st I am buying chapters that it's not even latest chapters even though it's English who would want to read chapters who is behind 10 chapters from the latest😫😫😫😫. I would really glad that the authors will directly do it in English language🫶🫶🫶. 2nd there is an app that most of manhwa that I read is in there but it's only available in one country💀💀💀. So what can I expect I have to read on illegal sites because they are updated😗. I know sometimes the grammar seems off but as long as I understand it I am willing to read on illegal♥️♥️♥️♥️.  And last FU** ALL THOSE ASSH**** WHO HAVE NO LIFE WHO KEEPS RUINING SHITSSS IF YOU WANT ATTENTION DONT BRING OUT ON OTHERS NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR DARN LIFE🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

Been checking for update everyday love the illusion s**👌 or whatever you call it🫶🫶🫶🫶boy what you are thinking is quite very good😌
It may be a key to jog off the memory of the mc🤝