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have i lost it

i thought i was the first reader 🥹

I fear so

OMG WE ARE SHARING LOVE STORIES???

My first love story happened like….3-4 years ago? So at the time I was an… interesting person to say the least, and there was this beautiful (subject to debate) girl in my class. I was determined to be her friend so I became her best friend. This was single-handedly one of the worst decisions I’ve ever made in my entire life.

Not only did she verbally abuse me every single day, but my mental health started to plummet down so far that I had to be kicked out of school and I almost had to go to a mental hospital. But did that stop me? no. We continued to be friends and eventually we started to “date”. I say ‘date’ because during this entire time she claimed to be aro/ace.

She never stopped the verbal abuse by the way. She would have such intense mood swings, so I would be constantly walking on eggshells. For weeks on end, I would cry every night thinking that she hated me (was I right? debatable). I genuinely felt like I was going insane. and then eventually, this other girl would not stop flirting with her and I KNEW she had a crush on her.

Like you could definitely tell. And then my then gf was like “oh I don’t like thats she’s flirting with me I think it’s weird”. So then I would tell her stop flirting with her and you would expect my gf to I don’t know back me up, but no. (this is very important to note that I had a lot of friends at the time) I accidentally made my entire grade dislike the girl that was flirting with my girlfriend because I fought with her in our class group chat.

So, that girl ended up having no friends. And guess who starts texting her? MY GIRLFRIEND. DID YOU NOT SAY THAT SHE WAS MAKING YOU UNCOMFORTABLE? So then finally near this time the verbal abuse is starting to escalate to a point where I just couldn’t take it anymore. So finally, thank the heavens above I broke up with her. and also, you would think “oh you guys were dating for like a year you guys probably like kissed a lot or something” WRONG. FIRST KISS I HAD WITH HER WAS THE DAY BEFORE WE BROKE UP.

Also, you would think I learned my lesson after this but no, I got back with her for like a month and then we broke up again. Never again.

also, even though no one asked feeling bugs on your skin is called formication and is a symptom of meth abuse (the scratching is also a symptom)

what could have possibly transpired

this is so trashy reality show coded

slightly off topic but I didn’t know that uploaders could get the AO3 curse too