I need more, I ate this series in one day I think I became obsessed

Genuinely all I was thinking the whole episode was like "I dont get why they dont like Xinlu, I mean. Hasn't done anything wrong" gen I liked him from the beginning and thought taht even if they are not gonna end up together because, well he's not the ml I wanted them to at least drift away in a soft and non harmful way.
I know something is wrong here and I dont see xinlu's expression being blushed or even feeling pleasure so all I hope is that this is a big misunderstanding (although yeah is kinda impossible) if ily forced him wouldn't be better because even if he is a bad person it would feel terrible, im so confused rn

So, his father was infertil and couldn't have children, the deal was for the uncle to give the sperm and after having twins one of them was going to be taken as the uncle son's and the other one stayed with their dad, they were too close together so he decided to let them be, but apparently he needs one of them now (mcs brother) and he is taking the mc, or idk this sh** is kinda confusing

I feel suffocated while reading this but somehow I cannot stop reading it

Gen he's not as mad as I expected him to be, he was literally raped and we all saw that he was in pain and was forced into something that he didn't even wanted, su ah seemed to be all sweet and kind at the beginning but we know see how bad he is, after all he cannot beat up be alpha allegations, he wants to trap him knowing that jaehyuk has a dream and a career, I think he really thinks that omegas after all dont really need to have goals or maybe he thinks that jeahyuk is the one that shouldn't persuade his dreams because su ah "is all he needs" is something extremely selfish and stupid, idk how the author is going to make us change our minds in the future but su ah is a fuc**** terrible person.

Genuinely, im so disappointed like yeah i dont even have more thoughts this is pure bs, i lnew he wasn't innocent but this men is actually terrible, this scenes are so bizzared like this is straight sexual abuse

Honestly when people say the ending was kinda bad I didn't believe them, because, how on earth can it be bad if they end up together? But now I get it, he spended years of his life without her just to find out that, if would've been better if they found again after the dead, he committed his life to her if he died in a peaceful way it wouldn't be a bad ending, if she had died it wouldn't be a bad ending just a sad one, now this one feels like they did it in order to make us suffer and only for that, great manga bad ending

Im sooo happyyyy

I want to be a doctor too, yet im here reading this and procrastinating med exams like a big fat chug

As usual it always ends when the best is about to start