ive read this manga so many times over and over again. I love it honestly. the first time I read it I always thought dohyun was the bad guy in the past but once u read the whole manga u just realize he wasn't. he did the things he did bc he was scared he would leave him like everyone else and he didn't wanna be alone he felt so happy with that he fell in love and thought the only way to keep him to stay was to do the things he did. #dohyun is the helpless victim