Guys help
This is dump like my storu if y'all have time tell me what i should do btw but help 
I have a childhood friend exactly like her
Like recently i told her i might like girls (im closeted) and then she laughed it off and then she keep on trying to set me up with different men and she has a bf who is exactly like this he even told her not to talk to me cause i like her like wtf i dont😭 i habe a type i have standard 
My bestie is good looking but noo 😭 and that retarded sh** idk what he told her she is rarely talking qith me its like been 7 months since they started to date but we have been friends since we were small 
Im so mad
Also i told her . Showed her the girl i like (lets call her 3)
She says so many bad things abt her
And she says that 3 is so bad looking or she this she that and she doesn't let me talk to 3 always interfere our convo 
She acts weird around 3 
And when we 2 hang out like its our time she always brings her bf 
And even on her dates she drags me there
I kinda dont wanna go
 
HELP WHY IS THIS  SO LONG

OMYYGAWDD IM SCARED WTF

MYY BABY💫 MY BABY 💫, YOU'RE MY BABY💫 SAY IT TOO MEE💫

listen listen why don't we all singles gather n date each otherrrrrrrr frrrrr 
(I'm dying of loneliness...)