i feel y'all with the possible embarrassment y'all are feeling, I am sometimes weirded out by the things gozu says, but I always end up thinking that he is like that because of the fact that he used to sell himself?? like, in c0rn the girl usually exaggerates either to please the person they're with or the viewer, I think he is just like that by habit, maybe so that they pay him better, I always wished that in later chapters (I am rereading for the nth time) it would change cuz he would realize that with eve he doesn't need to exaggerate to please him and he can actually enjoy 😞

anyways i feel like the autor does him dirty by making him say all those thing, I love gozu with my heart but da** he says some out of pocket things

the fact that there's a contract doesn't make it less dub on/noncon, like, it's still something he doesn't like and even in contracts there's usually (or there should be) at least one thing or word that is "stop immediately", obviously they haven't talked about it and probably they aren't going to, but I think it should still be concerning hearing your partner say "stop" "i dont want it" "please take it out" that many times. 

I kind of found it uncomfortable, but I'm still going to read, I don't really like noncon used just for angst but I guess it's still on character for taeju since he did it literally the first time they met. you could say he changed and that you love him (I do too, sometimes) but I still think he is no better than the guy in jinx.

I like this story better than jinx, tho