@Unknown human that's how it ends but on the epilogue of the novel after that we get to see Chase at the Airport with 2 kids which are Peter and Cecil waiting for Josh and Cecil loved dressing up as a girl but he is a boy even people think he is a girl the reason why is because he adored Josh and loved it when he does his hair so they just let him be and told people that he is a she that's how the novel ends I don't remember if I missed some parts but the end is near

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Chase is going to suppress his phenomenons thinking Josh is only attracted to him because of them and he does love him and he will try to kill himself with a gun that's where Josh tells him that he can meet Peter if he wants to and he agrees so he booked the entire amusement park so they can meet and Josh slips out so the 2 can bond but Peter goes missing after encountering a dog as he thinks it's like his doll at that time Chase got zoned out to notice since he has a phobia of dogs but the moment he does he losing his mind searching for him since he can't bare to see Josh crying when he does find him he shielded him from a dog which was about to go after Peter but Josh came and shot a gun to scare the dog and asked Chase why he didn't run away since he is afraid of dogs Chase then tells him because Peter was Josh's son then Josh says no he is out son and explained how he conceived Peter and that he did not sleep with a dog Grayson was Bluffing, so Chase asked if he forced himself on him but Josh said no he wanted to sleep with him and told him he was attracted to his face the end😭