His poor a**...I'll pray for him

I read this chapter yesterday and I can't stop thinking about it, I have such bad feeling, like that gut feeling you feel when you feel bad or something is going to happen, that's me. I don't trust this story so, ima wait like a month for few chapters to drop and if anyone is nice enough, if you see this and still remember remember reading this, spoil it for me pls. Find my comment and spoil it for me. I don't care if it's within 2-3 weeks,spoil it.

I have a lot of opinions respecting this chapter. First I'm neither surprise nor disappointed as I saw it coming. I mean they aren't supposed to be a couple right away so them becoming possibly "fu** buddies" doesn't surprise me. Respecting this chapter, I didn't dislike it, I mean it is something I was expecting. Now what I expect is their relationship to be better then the main couple. One thing I feel like will happen is communication problems but I think it will pass through, I also don't think heesung will be taking advantage of potato as jeakyung has been with Kim Dan. Yes of course this chapter kinda is a little bit of taking advantage but not to the extent jeakyung as done to Kim Dan. If I'm wrong in the future don't worry I'll beat myself with a pole. 

Honestly I think this author has to be one of my favorites, I hope we will see more of their work. I loved how the story had a lot of spicy moments but also sweet ones and iconic moments we will never forget. I have to say reading the steamy scenes were satisfying because for some reason when I'm reading a bl and there is a s** scene for some reason when their having s** usually the bottom either looks like he's not enjoying it or he is in pain when the top goes fast or something like that but in this one the bottom was enjoying the moment which honestly made me like the story more. Although there were more steamy scenes than sweet ones, the sweet ones were very cute and good to read. I also liked how although the bottom didn't have alot of relationship experience we saw him growing and being more comfortable with the top. Also the brother side story was so fun to read and I enjoyed it alot

Honestly seeing jaekyung pov point from time to time is kinda surprising although he is acting the same as always seeing him being mentions something about the past is something that we were beginning to expect bc let's be fr if he doesnt have a tragic past to explain his issues and the how red of a flag he is than honestly what's there to justify.

I swear to g** I'm becoming more crazy reading this story to the point the therapy won't work.

Im gonna be honest im so tired of this sh**, like I don't wanna make a comparison or anything but BJ Alex was faster tha this not only that having to wait 2,12,22 just to get an update is just tiring. I wanna drop it and yet I don't bc I have faith but even so I am losing my faith on jeakyung, he acts entitled and what pis*** me off is the fact that he gets mad when someone tells him the truth. Apart from Kim Dan he is cute and all but dude defend your self this is why they keep taking advantage of you. People have told you the truth (the ex of jaekyung) and yet is like you blame yourself? And for what? The only fault Kim Dan has is the fact he isn't leaving that environment and that is like he listens and yet still doesn't comprehend.

The way I wanted to cry, these are the times I'm really disappointed by Jaekyung. I get it but like dude kim dan WHO IS LITERALLY BROKE worked his a** just so he can get you something while your other presents are things people didn't even worked double for or even thought of it as thoughtful gift they probably just bought it thinking his going to accept and that's it. I really hope that in the next chapters jaekyung starts to realize he losing someone who actually values him.

The way I wanted to start crying after reading this. This made me happy bc is the first time I have seen Kim Dan actually enjoy s*x. Also seeing Jaekyung being soft made me wonder if he would act more like when he changes and he gets into a relationship with Kim Dan. I hope I see more of Jaekyung's soft side only that it wouldn't be in a drunk state.

STOP WHY IS IT THAT WHEN IT SHOWED ETHAN MAN HOOD I WAS LIKE "DA** I FORGOT HOW BIG HE WAS" I wanna kill myself... i have no self respect 

Honestly I hate the b*tch but I feel someone had to tell Dan before he found out in a way that will hurt him more. For jaekyung I have faith he will change, honestly there has been worse red flags in tops but at the same time I won't get my expectations high. It hurts that someone especially the ex hookup of jaekyung had to tell him but honestly from someone who has experience being thrown away by jaekyung it was good that he told him before dan got his hopes up and honestly mines too.

Wait...did it said the end? I must be tripping let me reread that last phrase...

omfg...

I don't understand why the panels don't want to upload,I wait and wait but nothing. Do you guys have the same problem

Honestly every time I see the sexual scenes they give me chills, I feel sorry for the doc and the pain he must feel because I don't think he is correctly prepare to take the size of the top, I just hope that when the docs leaves for good, the top will notice his mistake. Honestly I want a scene where the doc stands up for himself and he says all his truths to the top