Ahhh ... thinking that is there someone that going to look at me like beom looking at his lord from past until present.. why does the author keep making such a beautiful story plot...

Idk why but the story was so beautiful that I'm asking myself how can a person love and trust someone they can't even see? It was like you try to search a black pearl in the deepest part of sea in the darkest night... That's what make me think how beautiful this love story is...