Toto

Toto

Dc: et3q 18 he/him 

ive read too much BL the list is sooo long some of my favs are: 

Sketch / Checkmate / Jinx / Monday's saviour (yeah.. i like that kind of trope) 

Joined 08/06/2024

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June
3 weeks ago
@June the novel is kinda long, or maybe once it adapted to the manhwa it isnt, its like my second novel so im not sure, but the bullying arc is really long.. at least in the novel, it lasts almost the whole school life until they graduate and they still have one more year after this current one sooo... be prepared
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@Toto I wish I could skip the bullying arc and go to chasing arc 😭...
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Weirdo
3 weeks ago
@Weirdo well the next arc which is season 2 is probably what most people refer to "bullying arc" and its the mc suffering from ml's doing, there are obviously lots of miscommunication between the two but there are some gut wrenching moments that will make you change your views on this hot asf ml, then you slowly understand why this manhwa is catergorised as "psychological" because wow ml's religion is just DA** (yk his rosary) then theres a slight "chasing arc" (still reading rn). Though from what i heard and know there will be a happy ending and (sm**) scenes only in the side stories.
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@June sameee...
dumb lil old me thinking reading the novel of this bl was a good idea... ha..ha..ah haha guys it gets WORSE poco sticker im like more than halfway done with the novel and i do still have a glimmer of hope but oh boy the pain.. the pain...
Let me guess, mc is gonna get pregnant:. FK MY FKING CHUNGUS LIFE ITS 4 AM I CANT BE DOING THIS I HAVE CLASS IN 4 HOURS WHAT IS THIS ARGHHHHH
For anyone wondering about dohyun, hes actually a really good guy, in his own story (alpha trauma) one of the side stories in the novel, hes described to be extremely more "jealous" towards the current lover he had compared to taegyom. Context btw, his lover got a visit from a friend who's a BETA. Jealous in a goodway by the way not a red flag im gonna kill that beta in a way.
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HighOnYaoi
2 months ago
@HighOnYaoi omgggg you need to read alpha trauma after this!! It all makes sense afterwards, and the mc and ml here also make appearances there too!! And if you're really invested you can read the novel too 💕
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Thank G** I saved alpha trauma to read after this cuz I searched up the read order 😭...
I have no clue how to send a spoiler but lie only read this if you dont mind but uh.. dohyun do actually likes the mc.. but its just a phase!!! Hes not a redflag!! I swear he isnt, he has his own story in the manhwa/novel alpha trauma, written by the same author hagong
Rereading omega complex after discovering alpha trauma a while ago, and currently finished the novel (im reading side stories of alpha trauma rn) i just had to come back and reminisce
I often see tiktoks downgrading eunhyuk, but to be honest, lets be real. He suffers from his family, the ear condition, soo ae and dohwa doesnt know this, they couldnt be there for him, even now. It hurts, imagine the 10 years he spent in the US, all the emotions he had to live through. The anxiety keeping him away from telling soo ae thee truth, and we still dont know the true reason he didnt reach out to soo ae all this time, its wrong for us to assume anything, but it doesnt stop us to understand his pov, WE also have moments that we regret or stumped because of anxiety. Again thats just how realistic this story is, miscommunications, things unsaid, the author lets us see things in all perspective

I think its not that all confusing, soo ae still havent healed from eunhyuk leaving all of a sudden without a word and all the jelly pop drama she went through. She has doubts and all. 

eunhyuk who suffers from family drama and the ear condition, its hard for him too, the regrets he has for not doing what he imagined as "the happy ending" its tough. But after 10 years he still truly cares and likes soo ae, though his fears are keeping him from being honest. 

dohwa on the other hand, always like soo ae, hes willing to wait despite knowing there are complications not dealt with between soo ae and eunhyuk. He went through poverty but he's willing to go through part time jobs just to buy a chair for soo ae, hes willing to sacrifice for soo ae. 

the story isnt dragging on, its the reality. If you really dislike it so much, why are you still reading -no offense
but thats how i interpret this story

Yes this manhwa is actually a sad, emotionally hard read but it lets you see things in 3 different perspectives, you get to understand three kind of pains, the thoughts the emotions they go through, i mean at least i resonated with it, it looks like the author is writing"dragging it on" but in reality thats just how LONG these things go, thats why love can be so scar
"Such a tired read" i think this manhwa just shows the reality of some people's road to finding true love as the title states, its painful, its torturing even when we are the one watching, imagine the one feeling it all. Yeah its unbelievable but it happens to a lot of people, and i like that the author is writing in such a way.
I feel like you guys cant blame the author for this kind of writing, when you think about shim soo ae this character resonates with lots of people, her trauma, the abandonment, her fear and betrayal from love and closed ones. It make sense for her to have those thoughts and actions, if it were to go how we want or we expect, then thats just our delusions, not the reality.
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