@Fuckyoubitches You're so right, if Rachel don't want him. I totally do.

https://manhuatop.org/manhua/the-way-that-knight-lives-as-a-lady-mh/chapter-126/ 
This one works

@a_raleto https://manhuatop.org/manhua/the-way-that-knight-lives-as-a-lady-mh/chapter-97/ 
Hope you enjoy it, a year later!

@Lost Again I've been lookin for more recommendations to read so thank you for putting your list public so I can have some for later!!!

@mama.agurlbehindyou I think the artist got more comfortable in anatomy after their break!! Their portions are different in a good way!!

@Manga_Mania I feel she doesn't gaf about other men and is focused on trying to find her husband. So to her, who carea about other men, they're not my husband.

@Approved_Asian The mom had a arranged marriage to Ethan (the older brother) despite being in love with the youner brother. I presume she was pregnant before the marriage and because the heir (baby) was needed she decided to leave after giving birth to him. She left to be with the younger brother after he left the family for whatever reason and trusted the mc to take care of her baby so she can leave with no guilt. Instead of the story of 'mommy abandoned you at birth'  she chose 'mommy died at your birth' to make it less traumatic for him. Cause imagine growing up without a mom and it's because she chose to leave you. The mc was in a magic tower to learn more about the family curse so she could properly take care of the lil boy so finally after a somewhat clear grasp, she came to become his nanny after his powers started to manifest.

@Poison Gaming She originated as a nanny who raised the second prince who grew up obsessed with her, very much groomed unfortunately. So most likely she was known when raising him as his nanny to becoming relevent by becoming his lover.

@LadyManhwa To ease your mind (and quite frankly mine as well), the Emperor refused to do anything sort of romance/sexual with any of the consorts, so the only person he's ever been like that with is the Empress. So his refusal of seeing the first consort, means that she's been (hopefully) safe from any diddling of the sort. It's been 7 years since he saw her? So sh should be an adults by now unless it's a translation error.

@Docca   Me personally, I would've told him his hands were dirty but his lips weren't. To see if he kisses me of course.

@Jaime Griffiths   I hope your pillows are always cold and you recieve the blessings of a lifetime as well live out to your full potential. May this life bless you as you have blessed others selflessly with this correct chapter.