She still refers to herself in third person and doesn't even see herself as a person but rather a character in a book still. She's getting better with viewing others as people, but ultimately, she still views all of this like pages from a book and that she's just editing the story.<br />I think the lack of pain she feels is a big contributor in her feeling this way. I really hope she gets a reality check soon, though I hope it isn't a tragic reality check.