@Ur mom He is too obsessed with him to kill him. Here, people need to understand till now we saw Taeui's pov. Not Ilay, we don't know how he feels about him He is just another Taeju and Keith, that's all I am saying now.
I read some of the dialogues of Ilay and Zenya of Code name anesthesia and those dialogues will only come out of a mouth who is in love.
@Bonnie bts pfff Zenya in love no wayyy coming from a novel based reader Zenya only wanted to dominate Tae (Taekjoo),like he found him interesting from the begging cuz he saw how confident Tae was I mean you understand what I wanna say bro ain't in love from these few chapters that y'all can read and based on novel not gonna go further cuz it's gonna be spoilers, anyway u were right about ur top comment I mean about Ilay "He is in love and obsessed with Taeui. He hasn't felt these things till now, and he doesn't know what to do and even to realise his feelings" cuz even he said it, that's he's confused and Ilay may be a psycho but like he also wanted to mess with Taeui and now when he's developed feelings he doesn't understand what that means and ofc Taeui ain't gonna let himself go just like that cuz Ilay did hurt him in many ways,I mean Ilay could've approached in a different way but as u said it's something new for him and yeahhh lol