Great chapter!! 🥺🥺
Okay, let me see if I understood the translation correctly! Please do correct me if I am wrong! 😊😊
Taeui finally tells Ilay that he is never coming back and he doesn’t want to see him ever! 👍🏻👍🏻
Ilay, of course, doesn’t get it! He didn’t experience what Taeui had to! Ilay doesn’t sympathize or feel bad for him! Taeui was right to slap him and to say those things about how when Ilay made love to him, it wasn’t even pleasant because Taeui was forced! And to be forced means that the intimate moment wasn’t even consensual. An intimate moment like this is special and Ilay forced himself upon Taeui and Taeui never wanted it. Even if Taeui had felt good, he didn’t consent to it! He didn’t want it! So when Taeui says to him, “Do you know how angry I was when you came the next day all happy?” Taeui wanted Ilay to apologize for forcing him! That is all he wanted! But Ilay again doesn’t understand! 😵💫😵💫
In Ilay’s mind, in my perspective, must have feelings for Taeui, but he doesn’t know how to express them properly. Because all he has ever done is one night stands and forcing people to do whatever he wants. So what he thinks in his mind isn’t equivalent to the average, normal person’s mind. So when he forces someone, he thinks he is giving them pleasure when really Ilay is forcing someone without their consent. (If that makes sense) Even Kyle says that his brother lacks basic human emotions! 🧐🧐
Anyways, then when Taeui is done doing his little thing, Ilay warns him that yes, your life is precious, but once Ilay gets untied, Taeui’s life isn’t safe. Ilay tried to warn him that he will do unimaginable things to Taeui because of what Taeui is doing to him right in that moment. 😌😌
Okay, let me see if I understood the translation correctly! Please do correct me if I am wrong! 😊😊
Taeui finally tells Ilay that he is never coming back and he doesn’t want to see him ever! 👍🏻👍🏻
Ilay, of course, doesn’t get it! He didn’t experience what Taeui had to! Ilay doesn’t sympathize or feel bad for him! Taeui was right to slap him and to say those things about how when Ilay made love to him, it wasn’t even pleasant because Taeui was forced! And to be forced means that the intimate moment wasn’t even consensual. An intimate moment like this is special and Ilay forced himself upon Taeui and Taeui never wanted it. Even if Taeui had felt good, he didn’t consent to it! He didn’t want it! So when Taeui says to him, “Do you know how angry I was when you came the next day all happy?” Taeui wanted Ilay to apologize for forcing him! That is all he wanted! But Ilay again doesn’t understand! 😵💫😵💫
In Ilay’s mind, in my perspective, must have feelings for Taeui, but he doesn’t know how to express them properly. Because all he has ever done is one night stands and forcing people to do whatever he wants. So what he thinks in his mind isn’t equivalent to the average, normal person’s mind. So when he forces someone, he thinks he is giving them pleasure when really Ilay is forcing someone without their consent. (If that makes sense) Even Kyle says that his brother lacks basic human emotions! 🧐🧐
Anyways, then when Taeui is done doing his little thing, Ilay warns him that yes, your life is precious, but once Ilay gets untied, Taeui’s life isn’t safe. Ilay tried to warn him that he will do unimaginable things to Taeui because of what Taeui is doing to him right in that moment. 😌😌
