@Magicalnight she doesn't even feel safe enough to react or show any kind of frustration when he put her in the debt pit, she doesn't feel anything when he touches her, she I basically a nanny taking care of and pampering a manchild, letting him suck her blood and soul, it's not love. It can't be. At this point, she has been letting herself suffer for so long that the wounds have become cancerous and she is afraid of chopping off that cancerous part coz though malign it has been with her for long. She is just reveling in her misery. And as Ari, she is doormat no 2.