You have the same problem as me! WOW FINALLY SAME PERSON WITH MY PROBLEM!! , I got bullied by someone I love. It's ok! I still love him with all my heart.. but seeing him kissing other girl in front of me just broke my heart right away. I wish I was a girl. I got slap from someone I love? ITS OK! IM OKAY ABT IT. but please.. I can forget abt him. I just love him.. it's hard.