She doesn't seem like the type to actually "Listen" when it matters... After all right now in the middle of a fight when she should be listening to instructions (To gain strength) she's getting lost in thoughts and memories....
*sips tea while watching* Im just here to watch the Chaos unfold - my pfp sauce is Yuki from "Nekomusume Shoukougun" here I'll share some good books https://mangabuddy.com/manga-list/125599