@Taejoosexslave my english is a$$ so i dont know how to thank u proberly
You really helped just by reading this 😆 actually in rl i dont talk much espesially about my family matters but here i feel like i can say my deepest secrets
Anyway dont u worry brother is alive and well and turning slowly into our father 😕
I have a love-hate relathionship with big brother
When mom fought my dad and his whole family to get herself and her FOUR children outta that he** , my big brother was really weak , he got beaten up like daily ( about his head , i pis*** my father once cuz i was breathing and he started hitting me with all his might that i nearly fainted , mu big brother tried to pull me outta father's hands but dad took the fan ( yk the long fan ) and my brother with it and it shatered to pieces and my brother fainted but he's good now my mom went home and took care of him ) so in the midfle of all this chaos my brother had like an awakening and started MMA and was really good at it soooooooooo yeah now im being beated by the very one who protected me from being beated by dad
Mom works all day and i have to take care of my studies and the house work and my little twin siblings and manage my brother's temp
He hits me , hits mom , hits lil siblings but at the same time i cant bring my self to completely hate him
He has truama like me but reversly
I shudder at tge slightest angry voice and when someone is really angry or trying to hit me i have a panic attack
And beileve me when i say that this panic attacks is really harder that death when i cant breathe at ALL
My granny died btw and dad borrowed a fvckton money and now i dont even know wiether hes alive or not
You really helped just by reading this 😆 actually in rl i dont talk much espesially about my family matters but here i feel like i can say my deepest secrets
Anyway dont u worry brother is alive and well and turning slowly into our father 😕
I have a love-hate relathionship with big brother
When mom fought my dad and his whole family to get herself and her FOUR children outta that he** , my big brother was really weak , he got beaten up like daily ( about his head , i pis*** my father once cuz i was breathing and he started hitting me with all his might that i nearly fainted , mu big brother tried to pull me outta father's hands but dad took the fan ( yk the long fan ) and my brother with it and it shatered to pieces and my brother fainted but he's good now my mom went home and took care of him ) so in the midfle of all this chaos my brother had like an awakening and started MMA and was really good at it soooooooooo yeah now im being beated by the very one who protected me from being beated by dad
Mom works all day and i have to take care of my studies and the house work and my little twin siblings and manage my brother's temp
He hits me , hits mom , hits lil siblings but at the same time i cant bring my self to completely hate him
He has truama like me but reversly
I shudder at tge slightest angry voice and when someone is really angry or trying to hit me i have a panic attack
And beileve me when i say that this panic attacks is really harder that death when i cant breathe at ALL
My granny died btw and dad borrowed a fvckton money and now i dont even know wiether hes alive or not
Was here before bato shut down 🙂
