Bro he's literally me, I'm literally him, when I was like genuinely trying to end it, that was my exact same though, like "friends don't matter to a dead person" like I genuinely was not here anymore 
why do so many people not end their story :0
I have extream depression and a partner that love to play with my emotions even tho they know I have bpd
I have extream depression and a partner that love to play with my emotions even tho they know I have bpd