Taesoo's so messed up. He tries to sabotage the relationship with Ho-in, he wants Ho-in to end it so he can feel relieved by that but also be miserable about it, but he's too selfish to actually let him go. He thinks he deserves to be miserable and treated badly and can't understand or accept being genuinely loved. He uses alcohol and s*x and cigs to cope with everything. He needs psychotherapy not a boyfriend . genuinely mentally ill character. kinda nice to see one represented but mama at what cost 

it Is perfectly legal to allow fictional men to make out sloppy style within the confines of your brain while you sit in the metaphysical "fujoshi cuck chair" of the mind palace