Comment by Harlock on Ore to seijo ga dekiteru koto ga baretara Kono party wa houkai suru - Chapter 3.3

@Harlock He's stressed af. Some people puke when they're stressed. Plus, they just found out an S-rank party had killed one another because of a romantic spat, so he's probably stressed out because of the possiblity of that happening to their party.

@Harlock he probably self-inserted himself into the leaders position while having the knowledge that he is in a romantic relationship with the saintness, thus felling like he ntr'ed his leader. so he's disgusted with himself, not because he think its wrong that he's in a relationship with the saintness, but rather that he didnt told the leader