Well, if I'm stuck in a novel I would crash out too. I mean, Hestia only anchored herself to hold on to live on by taking revenge for his beloved one but suddenly that beloved one announced he's done with the only fight She's been going through and stayed neutral and Hestia really take Kael's opinion to heart because she really love him and would follow through what he decided, but then Kael did it like cutting off the heavy anchor from her leaving it unresolved, so it's like Hestia was just now in a limbo.... So yeah... that's really understandable existential crisis there. <br>I don't know if I explained it right... Whatever my thoughts are tangled.