Comment by Closure on Why Are You So Kind To Everyone Except Me? - Chapter 43

Sh** I broke down into tears ^^
Days of solitude does that to a person, I guess. I'm falling WAAAY too hard for Chae-Heon here and this is thr first time for me WITH A FICTIONAL CHARACTER  😭 IDK I THINK I ADMIRE HIM? HE'S SO SO SO SIMILIAR TO ME THAT ITS UNNERVING BUT HES ALSO NOT IN MANY WAYS. TRY MAKING SENSE BECAUSE I CAN'T. THE WAY HE GIVES IT HIS 100% AND BEYOND FOR THE ONE HE LOVES, HITS WAY TO HARD. ALSO PEOPLE SEE HIS POKER FACE BUT ALL I SEE IS A MAN NOT ACCUSTOMED TO GIVING OR RECIEVING LOVE, WHICH AGAIN HITS TOO CLOSE TO HOME. THE WAY HE TRIES HE BEST, IS UNDERSTANDING AND CANNOT HIDE HIS LOVE WHEN IT'S OUT IS TOO MUCH TO HANDLE FOR ME. AND HIS STOIC FACE BREAKING INTO A SMILE FOR THE LITTLEST THING, ONLY BECAUSE ITS HIS FAVOURITE PERSON SAYING THEM IS TOO SWEET 😭 THE MORE I WRITE ABOUT HIM THE MORE I FEEL LIKE I'M WRITTING ABOUT MYSELF AND IT FEELS A TAD NARCISSTIC. AH, AND THAT FUC**** BEHAVIOUR TO MAKE PLANS (WHICH OTHERS THINK IS ONLY SAID IN THE PASSING) AND THEN FOLLOWING THEM TILL THE END IS SO REAL???? BECAUSE (MORE LORE DROP HELP) ME AND MY FRIENDS MADE FUTURE PLANS TO LIVE TOGETHER (WE LIVE LIGHT YEARS AWAY SMH) AND I TAKE THIS VERY SERIOUSLY. IT'S MY DRIVING FORCE IN MY LIFE AND THE ONLY REASON I GIVE ALMOST EVERY DAY MY FUC**** BEST IS BECAUSE I WANT TO FINANCIALLY SUPPORT THEM (IN THE VERYYY FUC**** FAR FUTURE) IN ANYTHING THEY WANT plus I'm the oldest AND SO...what was I saying again