guys random vent yall dont have to read it
so like im a girl right and i had a girlfriend once . my mom found out about us literally right after she had to move away and she started to confront me about my sexuality which was right of her i guess she wasnt showing thta she was mad at me but i knew she was. i was rlly uncomfortable when she asked me if i was gay and sh** yk? she found out by reading our chats. and mind you they were straight up dirty we chatted all night once, me and my gf. the next morning i find my mom reading them. i felt blank like my ears were ringing and i rushed to the washroom and texted her on my phone that my mom read out chats. all of them. we were horrified and then my mom straight up tells her parents that she's gay. we were young and her parents were homophobic so i cant even imagine how hard it must've been for her. my mom for no reason at all copied all of my chats with her and the moment i found out i deleted it all. man i was terrified. later we decided to stay friends cuz she started to like this dude fro her new school and i was fine with it. i tried to keep in touch with her calling her atleast once a month but then i felt like i was being a burden so i stopped that now she probably think i stopped calling cuz i was just playing around but i still miss her sometimes yk? she was the only one who understood me, was open with the idea of being gay or anything at all. here no one is open about it they r all just homophobic i would say. i cant find anyone like her and i cant talk to her again cuz im ashamed of myself. so now im just an introvert under the guise of the "shy" and "quiet" kid and now i dare not bring up anything about my frinds to my mom (not like i have any) but still
so like im a girl right and i had a girlfriend once . my mom found out about us literally right after she had to move away and she started to confront me about my sexuality which was right of her i guess she wasnt showing thta she was mad at me but i knew she was. i was rlly uncomfortable when she asked me if i was gay and sh** yk? she found out by reading our chats. and mind you they were straight up dirty we chatted all night once, me and my gf. the next morning i find my mom reading them. i felt blank like my ears were ringing and i rushed to the washroom and texted her on my phone that my mom read out chats. all of them. we were horrified and then my mom straight up tells her parents that she's gay. we were young and her parents were homophobic so i cant even imagine how hard it must've been for her. my mom for no reason at all copied all of my chats with her and the moment i found out i deleted it all. man i was terrified. later we decided to stay friends cuz she started to like this dude fro her new school and i was fine with it. i tried to keep in touch with her calling her atleast once a month but then i felt like i was being a burden so i stopped that now she probably think i stopped calling cuz i was just playing around but i still miss her sometimes yk? she was the only one who understood me, was open with the idea of being gay or anything at all. here no one is open about it they r all just homophobic i would say. i cant find anyone like her and i cant talk to her again cuz im ashamed of myself. so now im just an introvert under the guise of the "shy" and "quiet" kid and now i dare not bring up anything about my frinds to my mom (not like i have any) but still
i keep dropping shi after a few chapters these days *sigh* got any recs?
dont cry you are making me cry
