at this point he only thinks bout himself and making everyone around him heartbroken, confused or upset, the duke loves him, his lil bother sees him as family but he...he overthinks sh** that makes this whole thing upsetting to read, I know he well come to his right mind, knowing he's very much in the wrong for all this and makes it right, but I'm scared cuz idk when the day well come when we will get the happy ending and be done with this without seeing him make more stupid excuses to hide his love for this man and keep give him and us fales hope.