I have been thinking about this from around ch 20... Can that be that Mara ate Joel's dream when they were young... Maybe that's while is sick and keeps having nightmares about Mara... Well it's just my assumption 

I'm just a beginner
She/Her 15 years old
Do you have insta?
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Bd🇧🇩🇧🇩
Be my friend
Bd🇧🇩🇧🇩