It's like I was offered to go on a trip with my aunt and her fam to the mountains in Tennessee, i ain't really wanna go I kinda miss my family yk. So I'm bac here with my fam I remember I don't like my dad, or the whole stabbing incident that happened and shi, and it's like I'm not in the house with em. I kinda only wanted to be here so I could see my siblings, like my youngest sibling is like talking now and when I left she was like just learning how to crawl so like if I can I'm not gonna miss out yk. But like Everytime I come here I just feel sad ash and it's like I'm not tryna feel like that fr but I can't help it. I probs shoulda went on the trip but frfr I did not wanna be on a trip with my aunt husband yk