@MONIE thank you for explaining, I was kinda lost but that makes sense now 🥲
Spoiler!
neither here nor there, peace out~ 
some recs: 19 Days/Beauty and the West Chamber/Devil wants to hug/MDZS/TGCF/To be or not to be/King's maker/Semantic Error/Shutline/Twitteringbirdsneverfly
some recs: 19 Days/Beauty and the West Chamber/Devil wants to hug/MDZS/TGCF/To be or not to be/King's maker/Semantic Error/Shutline/Twitteringbirdsneverfly