it's been four fuc**** years and I still have not healed from this. ash deserved so much better. he had been through some of the worst things a human being can go through, and still came out on top, only to die a petty death. I didn't want him to die at all, but if he was gonna die, I would rather it be by a actual decent villain. I'm not saying that laos a bad one, but ash would have been killed by someone who would actually be a decent opponent for him, like golzine or yut lung. (but he can't fight golzine cuz golzines DEAD HAHAHAHAHA) but all jokes aside, ash and eiji shouldve been able to be together. both of them clearly loved each other more than anything in the world. ash had never loved anybody like he loved eiji. he could have gotten to the hospital, and don't deny it. he had survived multiple sexual assaults, and shot people after just being shot himself. he didn't go to the hospital because he didn't want to bring eiji any danger, which goes to show how much ash would sacrifice for eijis safety and happiness. ash didn't know how much eiji loved him, because he had never been loved like that before. this series is heartbreaking, but it is amazing and one of the best out there. R.I.P ash, never forget you are forgot worthy of love just like everybody else.
(sorry for my 100000 year long rant, I needed to get this off my chest. nobody I know watches or reads banana fish😭)
Comment by steve harrington is the daddiest daddy of all daddies on Banana Fish - Artbook Angel Eyes - Cape Cod, 1985
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back to see our boys after years. I feel you. It has been a long time but trust me i do think think about them from time to time, even at random. Had i known two fictional boys would push me down this hard down i wouldnt....gaah idk but it just feels like you'd just spoken out what had been in my goshdarn mind. Hope you're safe and well out there! 🤍
Tbh it's been 30min that I'm crying so much. It was because of your comment that I read this manga( tho I didn't read all of your comment since it had so much spoil in it but the start of it) what I want to say it that I agree now that I've done reading it. Ash suffered so much, so many sexual assaults, he lost that first girl he loved, he was shot so many times and had to endure so much craziness he was only himself and happy by Eiji's side. Yes he didn't want to go to the hospital, but I think it because he was so much thinking about Eiji letter and word that he totally skipped the hospital part. I really hate Lao for stabbing him cause he was going to join Eiji for life but maybe his death is a way to feel free for him too... idk This story made me so stressed but so sad at the end. When I read your comment I was like how can a death be a good one but Ash really had a peaceful death... RIP Ash (yeah still crying) "My soul will always be with you"
