@sunalln Right? It's.. hotter...? I've read tons of other BLs that have the leads get into it at the get-go, and it just feels uuhh, bland? boring? my heart, stomach, and pu*** don't go doki doki, but when I read a story where the two (or more, poly!) leads love each other even if they're only shown kissing and hugging, it somehow feels moooorree intimate